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Hihihihi!
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Thanks everyone who drops by now and then to show support! I appreciate it, even if I don't say it.
I look through posts and it really makes me want to do more.
I didn't get to update here, nor do I post any new drawings.
I get in to quite a slump sometimes and that just sets off my anxiety. Not using that as an excuse, but
I'm very specific. If something I don't feel comfortable with doesn't look presentable, then I don't submit it.
I have a whole 4 folders worth of drawings on my Backup drive, I do eventually want to show.
I will get to it.
I look forward to finally working with both my tablets properly now, that I've got the hang of them. ;w;
Happy Pride! Be kind, be respectable and be proud of who you are <3
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Hi
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I feel terrible. I just feel so guilty.
I use to draw nearly every day, and as someone who is actually a professional at this topic.
I wish I could just do that and be more active here.
Anyway, that'll change, I'm going to keep to that somehow, but I must admit, it has been hell trying to deal with everything and manage my time. There's a lot of SAI and drawings I want to post and finish.
The most recent doodles, while they're an improvement, they do not show what I can do by hand.
It'll take me a while to adjust to using a tablet again, but well...
wellllllll
weeeeelllll
I wanted to say thanks to those who do support me, watch and those who are there and have been there from the beginning.
I appreciate it, and it keeps me going, even when I'm like 'Bleh' to everything I publish.
University life has been helping somehow with, like, the anatomy studies, I will be more considerate to how I approach new methods and ya,
wghje
I use to draw nearly every day, and as someone who is actually a professional at this topic.
I wish I could just do that and be more active here.
Anyway, that'll change, I'm going to keep to that somehow, but I must admit, it has been hell trying to deal with everything and manage my time. There's a lot of SAI and drawings I want to post and finish.
The most recent doodles, while they're an improvement, they do not show what I can do by hand.
It'll take me a while to adjust to using a tablet again, but well...
wellllllll
weeeeelllll
I wanted to say thanks to those who do support me, watch and those who are there and have been there from the beginning.
I appreciate it, and it keeps me going, even when I'm like 'Bleh' to everything I publish.
University life has been helping somehow with, like, the anatomy studies, I will be more considerate to how I approach new methods and ya,
wghje
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I have got to start being active again.
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Idk when I stopped posting art here, but the latest thing was a wallpaper and I do draw a lot in my sketchbooks..
I just.
Don't.
Know.
Honestly, I'm disappointed that I haven't done more, but I have been picking up in Sai and Photoshop again and doing more.
A large portion of the year was spent without a drawing tablet because the wire wasn't working properly, so I had to ask for a new one. It did cost quite a bit, but that was a whole year ago, and I'm still getting accustomed to the whole feel of drawing digitally?
Anyways
I'm going to post whatever, once I get back to digital.
Also, I learnt binary over the last few weeks and that's been a fun experience.
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I have got to start being active again.
1 min read
Idk when I stopped posting art here, but the latest thing was a wallpaper and I do draw a lot in my sketchbooks..
I just.
Don't.
Know.
Honestly, I'm disappointed that I haven't done more, but I have been picking up in Sai and Photoshop again and doing more.
A large portion of the year was spent without a drawing tablet because the wire wasn't working properly, so I had to ask for a new one. It did cost quite a bit, but that was a whole year ago, and I'm still getting accustomed to the whole feel of drawing digitally?
Anyways
I'm going to post whatever, once I get back to digital.
Also, I learnt binary over the last few weeks and that's been a fun experience.
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Yo,yo~
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Well, I don't know what to say, but if you follow me on Twitter, you already know.
I just got an acceptance email for a Bachelors degree in Illustration recently, but I can only go if I pass my current course. From the looks of my progress so far towards my work, I should be fine. I've recently been seeing my fanart being posted about on sites. I'm not mad or anything; I'm actually quite happy to see something that I thought was pretty "bad" to be praised, so x3
Also, since the University's 71 miles away from where I live right now; I might have to live in an accommodation with the other students.
1) I'm not really good at socializing with others (Iputthisontwittertooaghsjhs)
2) I have no clue how to cook or look after myself properly.
3) I'll probably end up spending 3/4 money on things I don't even need... or, well... spending it on stuff I want.
4) I've never actually been to Surrey or Farnham, so my father's a little over-worried about how I'll do...
I WON'T GET TO SEE MY PARENTS OR BROTHER FOR 3 YEARS. idk how that'll do, but I might have to speak to them over webcam or something like that. By the time I leave, I'll be 23 and my brother will be a full-grown adult. So, it's scary thinking about how fast this moment is coming.
I just got an acceptance email for a Bachelors degree in Illustration recently, but I can only go if I pass my current course. From the looks of my progress so far towards my work, I should be fine. I've recently been seeing my fanart being posted about on sites. I'm not mad or anything; I'm actually quite happy to see something that I thought was pretty "bad" to be praised, so x3
Also, since the University's 71 miles away from where I live right now; I might have to live in an accommodation with the other students.
1) I'm not really good at socializing with others (Iputthisontwittertooaghsjhs)
2) I have no clue how to cook or look after myself properly.
3) I'll probably end up spending 3/4 money on things I don't even need... or, well... spending it on stuff I want.
4) I've never actually been to Surrey or Farnham, so my father's a little over-worried about how I'll do...
I WON'T GET TO SEE MY PARENTS OR BROTHER FOR 3 YEARS. idk how that'll do, but I might have to speak to them over webcam or something like that. By the time I leave, I'll be 23 and my brother will be a full-grown adult. So, it's scary thinking about how fast this moment is coming.
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